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02 July 2010 @ 09:22 pm
Suju's one-shot love story (Kibum's chapter)  
Title: Suju’s One-shot Love Story
Author: youandme_94 
Characters: Super Junior
Chapter: 07 / 13 (Kibum’s chapter)
Rating: PG-13
Word Count: 1,211
Summary: A one-chapter-per-member fanfic where Super Junior members’ stories are explained. 
Looking for past chapters?
01 - Hankyung
02 - Siwon
03 - Yesung
04 - Kyuhyun
05 - Heechul ; part A - part B
06 - Donghae and Eunhyuk ; part A - part B
AN: I’M SORRY that it took months to update this fanfic!!! And I know … I started Eunhyuk and Donghae’s PART A chapter but haven’t posted PART B yet. I’m putting Eunhyuk and Donghae’s chapter on hold because I’m trying to find a really good ending to it. So sorry! But on the other hand, here’s another update of “Suju’s one shot love story”, Kibum’s chapter. Hope you enjoy! 
[Kibum’s point of view]
I met you since we were 5 years old. I remember watching you behind a tree as you were sitting by yourself, combing the hair of your doll as you were talking to it, as if it can hear you. I couldn’t help but laugh in my head. At that time, I wanted to get your attention, but you were too busy playing with your doll. I decided to get it from you and started teasing you. I ran as you chased me, until we reached the nearby river. I held your doll out to the river and told you that I’d drop it so you can only play with me. I wasn’t really going to drop it. I just liked your facial expression.
What I didn’t know was that the most precious thing to you was the necklace the doll was wearing. I waved the doll and continuously teased you until the necklace fell on the river.
When you started crying, I felt like punching myself. It took you a week to finally forgive me and start talking to me. But we were never as close as we were before I lost your necklace. I tried everything to get back that relationship we had before, but nothing worked.
Now that we’re 18, I thought it was the right time I told you how I really felt about you. I bought you a necklace that one night and wrapped it nicely. The next day, I dragged you out of class and went to an amusement park, bought you nice clothes to change your uniform.
On our way home that night, I held out a small box to you. You bit your bottom lip as you smiled and asked, “what is it?” I told you to open it to see. What I should’ve known was that this was the last time I’d ever see you smile to me again like that.
As you opened it, you smiled even brighter. I took the necklace out of the box, placed it around your neck and said, “I love you”.
In an instant, you turned around to look at me. You took your necklace off and said, “I’m sorry, Kibum, but I can only accept you as a friend”. You took my hand and gave back the necklace, as if you were giving back my heart. I watched you walk away and vanish from the dark.
From that night onwards, it was always awkward around both of us. After a week, you got yourself a boyfriend.
I started worrying. I was sure that he was one of the player types. I wanted to tell you that, but afraid that I might once again hurt your feelings. Because I was so worried, one night, I followed you and your boyfriend as you were walking your way home. You looked so happy. You were smiling and laughing as he made lame jokes that he probably told 100 other girls already.
You both continued smiling and laughing until you heard the sound of a few motorbikes. The sound was getting closer and closer, but your boyfriend didn’t care about it. Didn’t he know that a lot of drunken guys ride their motorbikes at night??
As I started to see motorbikes from the end of the street, I quickly ran to you, as fast as I could. Your boyfriend, on the other hand, ran by himself to hide somewhere where the 20 or so motorbikes wouldn’t run over him.
“You bastard!” I yelled at him as I grabbed your hands and ran.
Unfortunately, I couldn’t run fast enough for you. The bikes were catching up.
The street was so narrow; I didn’t know where to turn. So I told you to knock on one of the houses and beg them to let you in. “Trust me” I said.
I did the same on the other houses. Knocked as loud as I could. As I looked on the other side of the street, I see an old woman open a door to you. “Kibum, hurry!” you yelled at me.
As I tried to run across the street towards you, the first motorbike hits me. After the second, I lost consciousness…
Next thing I know, I wake up, seeing your head resting on my arms. Then I started to feel the pain. I see bandages all over my body. It hurt so much but I couldn’t scream or even call out to you. After a couple of hours, you wake up and looked at me. When you started talking, I felt the pain slowly go away.
“Kibum, I don’t know if you can hear me or not. But I want to say that I realised that I need you. More than anything else.”
Tears started running down your eyes. “They said that you cannot fully heal. Your heart is too weak right now. The doctor said we need to wait for a donor.” You continued sobbing. “Kibummie, they said you only have a week left unless someone donates a heart to you!”
You paused but then continued, “So… I’m giving you mine.”
I thought I felt my heart stop beating when you said that. I knew of the things you are capable of doing. But I can’t do anything about it. I can’t move, what more, talk. I wanted to stop you from your plans!
You kissed my forehead and walked away, leaving me to tears.
That night, my parents came in the room with the doctor.
“So what were you going to say, doctor?” Mum asked with a worried tone.
“Well,” he smiled, “we have a donor.”
My mum and dad cried out of happiness and couldn’t stop thanking the doctor. As they looked at me, tears started coming out of my eyes. I wanted to tell them I don’t want to do the heart transplant. You are such a fool! Why did you do this for my sake?!
My mum asked the doctor who the donor was so they could thank the family of the donor.
“I’m sorry,” the doctor answered, “the donor stated in her file that she didn’t want to be known by the person she’s donating it to. Unfortunately, the donor had a car accident just a few hours ago. She was badly injured. There was only .01% chance of her healing.”
“Oh my…” my mum sighed in sympathy.
I felt my whole left hand move, reaching out to my mother. She instantly came closer to me, surprised that I’m moving.
Inside, I wanted to tell them that it was you that’s giving me the heart. That I didn’t want to have the heart transplant. But I really couldn’t. My mouth is stopping me. Tears continued coming out of my eyes.
“Did you hear that, Kibum?” she asked smiling, “Someone’s donating their heart to you! You’ll be fine after you have the operation done, honey…”

* * * * *

After a week, I was able to go home. Till then, my parents still didn’t know who the donor was. They weren’t even looking for you! They were so happy that I was safe.
If only I was able to do anything…
AN: I got the idea of the plot from the Japanese movie “Boku No Hatsukoi Wo Kimi Ni Sasagu” a.k.a “I Give My First Love To You”. If you’ve watched it, as you can see, it’s a lot like it. >_>

tabascoyummo: kyumintabascoyummo on July 2nd, 2010 03:44 pm (UTC)
Aaaaah! After waiting for a long time :D
But this is sad indeed! Gosh! Kibummie! T_T
Thanks for sharing :)
Cathy: heechulyouandme_94 on July 5th, 2010 07:48 am (UTC)
gosh... thank you for always reading!!! ^-^
and sorry for the sad story. i think i'll do Kangin's one next and make it happy... hopefully. ^^
tabascoyummo: siwontabascoyummo on July 5th, 2010 08:14 am (UTC)
yea, u should make it happy.
today i cried a lot because of kangin. TTATT
Cathy: sihaeyouandme_94 on July 5th, 2010 08:17 am (UTC)
I think i might cry to sleep tonight. );
I just want to kill 2011 so that 2012 would come already...!
*sigh* i'll be watching videos with kangin in it tonight... FREAKING MISS YOU ALREADY, KANGIN!
tabascoyummo: teukkietabascoyummo on July 5th, 2010 08:23 am (UTC)
Cathy: yesungyouandme_94 on July 5th, 2010 08:32 am (UTC)
*hugs back**
i wish i can do a 'kangin marathon' with an ELF ~~ D:
ai_sumairuai_sumairu on July 3rd, 2010 02:31 pm (UTC)
So sad... T_T
Cathyyouandme_94 on July 5th, 2010 07:48 am (UTC)
sorry. >_>
thanks for reading~ (:
カレン: 「嵐」 aiba → hoping170683 on July 13th, 2010 08:45 am (UTC)
HOMG, I was so surprised when I saw a Jin icon. (tabascoyummo)
Cathyyouandme_94 on July 14th, 2010 11:57 pm (UTC)
sorry sorry. T_T